Did I mention I’m doing a jumper – it’s going to be really big but that’s ’cause I want it to be able to come down over my bum and not be precariously perched on top of it. Anyway we’re attending P-Con this weekend and I have a my crochet with me – I haven’t really done much if I’m being very honest. Anyway we went into the bar yesterday afternoon and while we were there, there was a meeting of the Dublin Knitters (I didn’t know who they were at the time but one of the con goers is also one of their number). I don’t know why but I was just terrified that himself would go over and try to drag me into it. I knew where things were going when he spotted them and he asked me what’s going on? I said I don’t know but don’t! He said Ok. Yes it’s great that he is so proud of me and what I can do but why was I so reluctant?
Why didn’t I want to be part of the group? I don’t mind being the newbie if I know somebody there – but I didn’t (at the time I didn’t) but newbie on my own? not on your nelly! I didn’t want to be asked what was I working on – I’m following a pattern but after that I haven’t got a clue – I don’t have the finesse or finishing – so I don’t want to be quizzed. Yes it sounds paranoid etc but that’s just me – I’ll happily sit at the back of the room and work away but Oh I don’t know!!! I know that when I do to the craft circle (hopefully I’ll get there – it’s the week himself is in hospital) Anyway there is a chance that I’ll be asked what am I working on and yes I’m a bit reluctant to say THIS but I will if needs be. ARGH I’m such a sap!